She was laughing of me … again.
Like … always.
The funny thing is that she always lived into a fairy tale.
Defining me all the time … illusory worlds.
… all being related to love.
In fact … love stories.
But … we continued to remain friends … talking and talking.
Apparently … about the same subject.
Love.
The only difference was that i was writing into my books about … things happened on the stage of the real life … and she was always telling me about illusory scenarios … experienced as imagination.
And … we’ve discussed the subject … for almost a year.
I was telling her … that all she is telling me is … illusory.
But … she laughed of me explaining that sex … lust … is not real love.
… even if it looked so.
Unfortunately … even if we’ve discussed into contradictory …. we didn’t knew … who was right.
I’ve allowed myself … to experience love … or the so called… love.
She was doing … the same.
But … it was all a different way of experiencing it.
I laugh of her … somehow believing she is into the illusion.
And … she was laughing … of me.
Most probably … she saw in this addiction i had for sex … lust … the clear expression of my dark side.
Believing … i am stupid.
Same … as I believed of her.
Our friendship continues …. even today.
It all looks like … we try to understand duality together.
What a man … wants.
And what a woman thinks about it.
We exchange … our perceptions.
Not agreeing.
Calling each other … stupids.
But … maybe we are not.
We are just in different stages of evolution.
I allow myself to … experience everything … no matter if all is just a reflection of my dark side.
And … she was experiencing all …. as imagination.
Even if that might mean … also something related with the dark side.
So … maybe …. Alice was more evolved as i was.
… having the right to make fun of me.
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