Years ago i had a weird experience, that somehow totally redefined my philosophy about what we actually call in an illusory way … enemies.
A conflict with an important person from my area, based on a nonsense, like almost all the conflicts we usually have in life … ended at the highest institution from my country that analyze such cases.
I could almost say that because of this … we ended at the Inquisition …. and we were scared to death because of that … both of us.
But somehow it was too late … cause they already were analyzing the case … and all we could do was to believe that God will save us from there.
The conflict itself took about 2 years.
In my vision from that time …. the guy was a jerk that had to go to Hell because of all his actions against me … but i am
also sure that he did not defined me as the angel from Heaven.
I had lots of nights that i could not sleep because of that damm conflict.
Had moments when i forgot about him … but remembering again … i was becoming overwhelmed of emotions … again and again.
In fact … it was a balance of contradictory emotions.
I was trying to practice the forgiveness and i was reading a lot about the subject, but even if i had moments when i thought i forgave him … the next day i was hating him again.
Seeing that the conflict is not going to an end, his wife was visiting my parents … complaining about the situation and asking for help … telling them all kinds of lies and that her husband is not sleeping into the night because of me .. by months.
I was smiling realizing that i was not sleeping … and he was not sleeping either …. by such a long time.
But one day the conflict finally ended and no one of us was arrested … even if almost all the people that go to that institution, that looks a lot with the Inquisition … are arrested … at least for a while.
Seeing that … we closed the conflicted and we somehow promised to each other that we will never have a conflict again.
We were so idiots … that we could almost be arrested … only because we could not realize that the conflict itself was a … nonsense.
Today i met him again.
We stayed for about 10 minutes together and talked.
We smiled to each other.
Saw his emotions in his eyes … but i was seeing him this time as … a friend.
Most probably we will make a deal together and … make some good money.
… but i smiled after i left.
Being in front of each other … we realized the illusory concept of what we name … enemies and conflicts.
Maybe we have now close to 3 years from the end of the story … and i clearly see the nonsense from that situation … but i can’t believe i was so blind.
Time let me … open the eyes … and maybe for him it was the same … but even if we were not arrested by anyone … we spent 2 years in a weird virtual prison … of negative emotions that ruined us the chance of enjoying life in a proper way.
I was glad seeing today that i don’t hate him anymore … and that we treated each other as 2 friends thar lived an interesting experience together … one that redefined us our perception about the silly balance of our non sense thoughts, perceptions, feelings and emotions.
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